User Profile

• I'm mostly apathetic, unambitious and unmotivated.
  
• I'm generally in a bad mood due to various medical mysteries, both psychological and physical, including depression, very mild OCD, generalized anxiety disorder, and lord knows what else.
  
• Complacent doctors frustrate me.
  
• Every once in a while, you'll catch me on a good day and my dry wit might give you a chuckle.
  
• I've recently latched onto tending fish and gardens in lieu of sorting out my psychological issues.
  
• I watch too many cartoons.
  
• My dirty little secret is that I like to eat raw brownie batter.
  
• I'm more a dog person than a cat person.
  
• I like to call myself an artist, but photography is my best medium, though I do make attempts at others.
  
• I'm obsessed with The Mars Volta because it's really the music that most resonates on my mental frequencies.
  
• I regret that I never learned to play an instrument at an early age.
  
• I used to go to shows a lot, but I'm uncomfortable with the drunken crowds and miasma of cigarette smoke and sweat.
  
• I've never used any illegal drugs, and the total extent of my alcohol intake involves half a wine cooler, one sip of Bailey's, and NyQuil when sick.
  
• I am on a number of prescription medications, though I don't know why anyone would use them recreationally. They mostly do nothing but disintegrate the liver.
  
• I'm in school, but I'm not sure why.
  
• I get sick a lot.
  
• I like knowing how things work, but I don't like having to prove that I know such things.
  
• I get snobby around people who make a lot of grammatical mistakes.
  
• I have no idea whether God exits or not. If he/she/it does, he/she/it is something of a negligent parent.
  
• I have had several strange relationships with strange boys. I'm now bitter and disillusioned, though my hormones continue to drive me to seek romance. I resent them for it.
  
• I am very uncomfortable in my own skin.
  
• Every once in a while I get it in my head that I might not be so bad looking, but it's usually a fleeting phase.
  
• I can't afford breast implants, so I dye my hair red. It makes sense to me.
  
• I'm insecure and sarcastic and easily discouraged, although I perform wonderfully in a crisis.
  
• broke my heart on 2.14.2006

• Two dogs
  
• Two cats
  
• One rat
  
• Eight Betta splendens
  
• One angelfish
  
• Six tetras
  
• One danio
  
• Three assorted goldfish
  
• Four goldfish-koi hybrids
  
• Innumerable snails
  
• No money

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